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***2003/1/24

I have no enthusiasum any more.

We can find not a few children move on the street like they are on ice.

Though they don't work.

It's said roller shose.

They also have their offisial website and fake model have been appered.

That's like future world if we all wear them.

***2003/1/22

As I said before, our company has large site.

There are a lake and woods, and also golf corce in here.

In that kind of site, we use bicycle to move around.

This morning, I went to the other building on little far away by bicycle.

And after that, I tried to go back to our office, but bicycle was gone.

Did someone steal?

I walked to come back, but someone was stole?

I stole it from another section in this morning, but did someone do again?

***2003/1/22

I heard a bad cold is dangerous for our back in this winter.

I had a meeting at the building by the Chu-ou line.

The meeting was over not so late, so I tried to go back soon.

But trouble began in the line and stop it.

For me, Tokyo has only two line, they are Chu-ou line and Yamanote line.

That's all for me.

People except for me bigan to change their way to move, but I have no idea

to do.

I don't know any more.

I remember the song named "Tokyo-desert".

***2003/1/22

I didn't write this so much. I went to business trips this week.

I came here for the first time in a long time, but I'll go for an another

trip from tommorow.

I can't tipe well because I didn't do it for long time.

I mistiped now "syuttou" as "syuttyou".

continuity "syuttou"

Don't continue it.

***2003/1/17

I'll go snow boading tommorow.

For people fale to try loosing weight, they have a bad memory in their mind.

When they have to be patient for eating, they remember that memory and it

make them to give up.

It's to say memory can control our consciousness.

Someone can't stop beeing sexual perversion may remember that kind of memory

from book or something.

From this point of view, we can't say strong to them.

***2003/1/17

It's to say, when I write this diary well, I don't do my job so much.

I had a meeting in this morning and I looked a lot of graphs.

My eyes are tierd.

There is one in that meeting except for me, was not useful for the meeting.

But he is big on his body. He may eat even a curry in his dream.

"Hokuto no Ken" is the future story after a war and the survivers are all

big and strong.

If the next war will be happened, the one who will survive is he.

He may not fight against an evil but sleep and eat curry in his dream.

I don't want war to be happened.

***2003/1/17

When I don't write this diary much, it's sais I do my job much.

I bought a new handy phone because I lost it before.

If you want to have a didital camera but you don't want to buy it, you had

better loose your handy phone.

In this days, almost all new handy phone has camera in its function.

You must take a camera if you have didital camera, but I don't think you can

take it all the time even you got a new one.

But you may take a handy phone all day.

All you have to do is loosing your phone and you can get a new camera.

Like we can get a lot of fish when we throw up on the ship.

I don't want you to join me.

***2003/1/16

I came back home at midnight, yesterday. I watched "Ashitama" then went to

bed.

I did my job until now. got great obtain.

In this company, we can do our job on flex time from 10am to 3pm.

After that, we can do left of them when we like.

So I'll go back after going toilet. It's 5 to 3.

***2003/1/15

want waves up

Kojima Mayumi's live will be there in Tower Records Shibuya.

I remember that I made a reservation on the end of last year.

It'll be sold soon.

I want to go Tower Records, but on the same day, we'll go skiing with

colleague.

Ahoooo

I'll go to her concert on February

***2003/1/15

I saliva with doing job. That's bad, isn't that?

I went for drink with my school days friends. Almost all of them said that

they want to resign their job.

We talked about our new job and drunk a lot. Like a can of coffee's

advertisement.

Then we got an idea

A company to carry someone drunken down

We thought that's good at that time, but not so good.

Our present job must be better.

***2003/1/15

Thanks for the souvenir from one of my friends in Silia.

He said the Japanese who was in Egypt when we were there is still in there

even now.

It took about 3 years.

It's right to live in a country which price level is low.

But if we think about it seriously, we can't do like that.

***2003/1/14

Tuesday like Monday

I went to the wedding ceremony of my friends.

I tried to send some pictures by my handy phone during the ceremony, but I

drunk a lot and bad wave condition there.

I couldn't do that well.

I took a lot of pictures though, so I showed them to someone on the 4th

party.

And I lost my handy phone.

I'm not sure where it is. I might give it to someone.

Please take it back to me.

***2003/1/10

I'll go to Nagano to go my friend's wedding.

If it's possible, I'll re-road my handy phone site.

We can see handy phone site on our handy phone.

It's convenience.

***2003/1/10

meeting was up

I have a friend who said Zin and Nick for Zin-tonick.

Watch "to (in Japanese)"

・Jian and Baba

・Anne and wood of smell

・vineger and ikobitch

・fist and cow

・Osugi and peeko

・Tsuyosi kusanagi

The last of them are not serious.

***2003/1/10

I forgot where I made files yesterday.

I seek it by date.

In my high school days, kind of thick pants are in fashion.

Named "Bontan".

I said "I can't take such a thin pants".

But when I was in the end of my 3rd grade, thin pants are in fashion next.

It's totally opposite.

A low that big distance will be in fashion.

Onyanko returned against Morning musume, but they are not in fashion well.

That's kind of an exception I think.

***2003/1/9

I think wave's gonna be big tomorrow.

A lamian shop in Ishikawa, they changed one lamian's name "Godzira lamian" to

"Meca Godzira lamian".

One of my friends taught it to me on his mail.

When someone goes to U.S, will they change to Meca?

Muto went to U.S, but he didn't change to Meca-muta but Great-muta.

Nori didn't think he want to be Meca-nori and might decide to stay.

Meca-nori could be able to be ate.

***2003/1/8

The singer named "Kobukuro". How about

Nebukuro(sleeping bag)

Can I make my debut with this name?

I'll bring my sleeping bag anywhere when I move.

"I'm okey, don't make a room, because I can sleep everywhere."

A modest singer Nebukuro.

But he would start staying at hotel from when he release his best album. and

his fan will go

They'll say like this "He slept everywhere a long time ago"

***2003/1/8

mo-musu is getting larger, but I wasn't called.

I couldn't even defecate because my job from early this morning.

The work can be defined as (weight by distance), so I did job also to my

shit.

On my going up and down the stairs, I'll give my shit to energy of hight.

When we want to empty our bowels, our motion will be faster. That's mean we

got energy from it.

shit.

***2003/1/8

I gave up an exhibition of owl this year.

I'm working on a floor with carpet in our office, so if we walk with dirty

shoes, a garbage collector will be angry with us.

I found when I when to toillet, footprints were there from a door to my desk.

It says that's me, I was doing. Where did I get such muddy? They must be angry with me.

If I would make footprints through my boss desk, they may atack each other

and at last, I may only survibe.

Impossible. I'll try to make an excuse.

***2003/1/7

I've forgotten an exhibition of owl. That will be finished tomorrow.

I got an e-mail from one of my friends who is on trip in Syria.

We did met on abroad just by making plan on web mail.

We couldn't choose other way except for that, because I was also on abroad.

He said on his mail "I helped someone to ran away at night".

I'd like to hear how he got that situation when he back.

***2003/1/6

From even new years day, we lost our gas supply on our house.

The fortune telling on TV said, I'm the worst.

What can I do on this year of sheep.

I want to cure my diarrhea until tomorrow.

***2003/1/6

Do you enjoy your holiday on new years day?

please don't forget also this site.

I hope you'll have a good new year.

***2002/12/26

wanna go surfing

A mystery circle is evolving day and day.

Long time ago, that was so simple like a whorl on a field, we think it may be a natural phenomenon. but now, it's clearly human work. It looks taking a so-what attitude.

When someone do an operation for making hair on his bald spot, it's difficult to make natural flow on a hair. They are making efforts to be close toward a nature.

But from somewhere, does someone take a so-what attitude and will look for artistic way. He make a mandala on a head.

I feel a beginning on a shaved hair with line.

***2002/12/25

go home

I talked about fellet to my colleague. He said "How about Alligator snapping turtle?"

I got some information

 ・be in a fish tank
 ・it eats meat and bites man
 ・strong reproductive power
 ・long life

I heard that it can live about 150years long. I'll give trouble to my great grandchild .

***2002/12/25

How do you say the singer's name who sing  "Morainaki"?

I'd like to raise a fellet. The animal which is like a muffler.

I got some information

 ・be in a cage
 ・it defecate on a corner of a room
 ・it bites a man
 ・cleverer than a cat but not clever as a dog

That is to say, it can wait for the master but it can't stop biting. That's cute.

***2002/12/21

I went to see a musical by Shiki

It's remind me of like

[father father Mao- will come-]

but that's opera.

The musical touched me a lot. I feel my soul got a power.

***2002/12/20

leicaadded some

in year end holiday, I may not be able to write this diary so ofthen.

site for a cellular phone I try to write just a sort of memo. It's just a plan.

and personal CD best though it's not be helpful for you.

***2002/12/19

I did my job with concentration

I found the memo on the paper which was used in the meeting long time ago, when I cleaned my desk. That's a memo for my diary I think.

as follows

 ・meeting from Monday morning
 ・the man in front of me has broken the rules→traveling or offside (expression of baldness)
 ・vocal of Gray→vocal of Speed→vocal of Daisuke&Hanako
 ・vocal→local (local of Gray is Hisashi, for Speed Hitoe, and Daisuke)
 ・baldness counting 正正正正

all of them has no sense

***2002/12/18

drunken so

We went for drink with foreigner last night. So we talked each other in English.

And only when he goes to a toilet, we could speak in Japanese in a small voice.

"Hey, what does it mean?"

"don't know sir"

We talk in English again after he came. "oh-oh-oh- yes-yes"

We lost our identity.

***2002/12/18

I felt tired, but the moment I saw the beach, I was exciting. The blood of surfer in my body don't know it's winter now.

One of my colleague from Korea talked to me secretly

"You'd better be careful for police tonight"

I asked to him why he knew that, but he just smile without saying anything.

He may has strong black curtain on his back.

***2002/12/17

I'll go for drink tonight

My big boss  called to me suddenly. It's rare.

Oh, I may be fired. After I felt that, I became happy. I thought I'll get a bat and swing it around my house to make neighbor be afraid

or I'll sell my car and get a bulldozer and go to the company with it. Extreme one is better to forget myself.

But that wasn't serious one. His bald head was shining.

***2002/12/17

be tired

suddenly, I got the ability of taking the offensive.

"are you sleeping?"

"of course"

"did you finish your job I asked?"

"not really"

Do you wanna go into the dream world--

***2002/12/17

the same actor play Brocken Jr and Warsmanbut does Warsman speak?

Zack left from Rage against the machine, and Cris from Sound Garden joined.

It's important not for someone who doesn't like loudly music, but for me. I like both of them, but they were getting together. It's not so simple.

Like Higashi will join in shibugaki in place of Motoki.

No, it's to old.

Like Muraoka from lug fare will join in Kick the can crew in place of Tanaka.

I don't know their name so that's not exactly.

***2002/12/16

A presidential election in Korea is like supporter for soccer team

I didn't change my clothes even in my office, because I left an uniform.

I was afraid that my boss will say something about it. But he didn't say anything.

We didn't meet each other all day.

That' here, I am. If someone find a new short cut for MS Office program, he may smile for himself alone. That's our office.

***2002/12/16

I left an uniform in a washing machine.

I was waiting until the time is ripe, I bought Play Station.

For not be said like "he said a lot, but didn't any". I can say "I got it", when someone ask about it.

Anyway, I bought "1", not PS2. and it's used one.

I also bought tomb raider and lost my way in a jungle. So I went to book store to get some information about it. But they didn't have it. Maybe because it's too old.

The man who bought the past by bonus.

Without notice, it's like a title of Dick's short story. I went to see the movie "Minority Report".

***2002/12/15

the year-end

Masashi Sada sang on music fare.

I always shed tears when I listen to his music.

Long ago, I was seen by mom when I was crying with listening his song "miracle". I started taking a defiant attitude toward her.

When I listen "from winter country side", I'll cry of course. I can't stop being regret with his humming.

This time, I cried listening to his song "compensation". I feel sorry for Yu-chan.

Sorry for such a disturbed diary. Anyway, I feel strange on "Magumi" (he is a chair person). He isn't on his sense.

***2002/12/13

Friday

I had a meeting all day long.

Though I didn't do almost anything, I did wrote down what they said to make report.

Blast. I wanna be in their party someday.

I was full of fight about job, but I couldn't stop staring the man opposite from my chair.

he's wearing animal printed tie...

I recognized I can't go into that.

***2002/12/12

balusa-virgin

Does Sonin do like that by  herself

If she doesn't, a mastermind is Tsunku.

He could  give full play to his ability on the meeting about new song.

"wear an apron with naked? or Tsugaru-kaikyo without bra"

like our party

She may get win if she bring an action.

***2002/12/10

cold

cobra is recruiting a roadie and guitar/base player.

Roadie must have drivers license. Guitar player must have strong spirit for doing.

How about opposite requirement. Roadie has strong spirit and Guitar player has drivers license.

Roadie can do anything about his job but drive, so they have to buy a bicycle.

Guitar player can drive members to studio, but he'll try to study for entrance examination.

I don't want to be both of them, but I want to be a member of them.

***2002/12/10

I opened my bonus receipt today, I did made even To Do list though.

Anyway, I want Play station and some equipments for developing.

***2002/12/9

Play Station I want

Subjectively, relationship between Tani and Yawara is strange isn't it?

I'm sure that Yawara said as an interviewer this spring

"you may catch kind of happy news into this year", but  Tani said about that comment

"I want to be concentrated with baseball"

The day for announcement their engagement was postponed, because Tani's grand mother passed away. 

I can't explain my feeling but something is not clear in my mind.

Like "buy charamel corn for nuts"? Not at all.

***2002/12/9

I've been thinking about this expression "buy charamel corn for nuts", but I've never had chance to use it.

When I was child, we often shake a vending machine to get some items for free. That's structure was probably simple and may not had alarm on it.

Especially the one for toys which we could get surely was almost broken up by children. I was one of them.

Lately, a lot of ATMs have been broken by heavy.

Sort of us must have be done, with remembering the day we got items for free.

***2002/12/9

did you get a bonus?

We have a snow today.

I woke up early morning to go surfing, but a lot of snow there, I went to bed again.

I expected to have been delayed for job, so I brought CDs I bought last weekend and pocket game into my car.

A heavy traffic jam, as expected. I played game listening to the music.

That's one of an idea I got from my life in Kanazawa when I was a student.

***2002/12/9

I lost on web auction for only one yen.

On TV last night, a lot of musicians I don't know well. Who are they?

I went to a record shop to get more information about them and do as an audition.

After that, I got 2 CDs which are solo works of Richard Ashcroft and Eagles.

not young

However, I can't stop remembering the Sonin's new song with that costume. I know I'm not young.

***2002/12/7

wave: shoulder to head  became windy, good wave though. in a winter weather chart

***2002/12/6

by body language

      

I love you

***2002/12/6

wave: shoulder to head  condition was better than that of yesterday. take great care of a rapid current.

When I feel tired some part of body, I want to absent from my job.

But, actually I'll take a day off, I may go surfing all day long, and I'll take a day off on next day again.

And on the next day, I may get up late and go surfing, and get tired and take day off.

At last, it is good for me to be a professional surfer, but if I can't, that's a seaside animal.

***2002/12/5

I think "mousse pokkey" have been thicken and thicken.

At last, a cookie part will be made of wood like a popsicle. I'm worried about it. Without notice, someone will bite it and break his teeth.

I know nothing will change from my uneasiness, but..

***2002/12/5

wave: shoulder to head at set. thick waves broke at offshore. difficult to catch.

I got one wave, but took off late. I fell off on the rip and nearly dead.

I hope that's the last experience to death on beach this year.

surf memo

***2002/12/5

I have no idea about a lot of paper clips on my desk.

I got a new camera a few days ago, but I've not been using it yet.

I came back home at night and I don't like take it to go surfing. I tried to use with my wife but we don't have enough time.

At that time, I found a pornographic magazine I borrowed from my junior. I focused my camera on it and took some without film.

That's like a peeping.

***2002/12/4

shoulder pain

A drug drifted ashore on a beach in Totti.

A first discover wrote down about it on the web site I usually check.

as follows

 kind of drug drifted ashore!
 wave size shest to shoulder. nice weather, I could  surf well.

Size means waves size. And he could not use drug with surf.

That drug probably illegal and they try to import it at the risk of their lifr.

A discover go surf without interest. Each one has each thinking.

***2002/12/4

getting rain

People sometimes barricade themselves, but they may not do that intentionally.

Someone (drunken) went back another home, and he find knife in his bag when he was searching his key.

The person who lives there find it and scream

The neighbors hear that and call to police and police surround him.

After that, he can't get out.

 Like that, the person who barricade a long time, he could be waking up after sleep.

***2002/12/3

to do list updated

I get a lot of junk mail by my free-mail site. Almost all of them from abroad.

The titles of them I got today

 ・Get money and go trip!
 ・Never get a speeding ticket again
 ・life is too short, you can do it
 ・congratulation!!

and more (for an adult).

I hope provider will restore as point from the mail not read in a trash can.

***2002/12/3

thinking negatively

I don't like eat alone. I thought that when I went to lamian shop yesterday.

Well, I ate with someone in lunch time at high school, at university restaurant, at company restaurant.

I didn't seek someone but do like that without notice. I found it suddenly.

"The person who can't chose one's way is spoiled" I said. but I did like that way.

Anyway, lamian was good. What's that?

***2002/12/2

It's December.

Long ago, I was in charge of one student who came for study.

Today, I got mail from him for the first time in a long time. But it has no contents.

It's strange, he might forgot to write. At that time, I got a phone from the person in charge of information.

"You got a virus"

That's it.

The mail after a long time had a virus. Not his fault, but it's painful for me.

***2002/12/2

we have no good waves for last two days, so I don't think we have today.

But I saw the beach when I came to the office, I found good waves there.

I truly regret that I lost good condition in such fine winter day.

***2002/11/29

wave: knee to waist I was waiting for good waves before dawn, but no waves there. That's cold.

When we sing a song and we have to sing in high voice, we can sing such voice with lifting something weight about 7kg.

May be because we strain ourselves. Anyway, 7kg is too heavy.

The tanned guy of Chemistry, Ken HIrai, Chitose Hajime

They may not be able to sing in such high, but they tried to lift 7kg and practiced singing.

Now, they can do that without lifting it.

That kind of motion of their hands, I think that's remains at that time.

***2002/11/28

I finished the annoying job.

We can pee faster after a long time patience.

We can't pee faster when we want to do so much.

Broad band and narrow band

That is to say, technology will advance on necessity.

***2002/11/28

wave: shoulder-head in the peak. no wind and good waves from last typhoon.

I made mail-friend with him by internet auction.

He is a civil servant lives in Hyogo.

We exchange some deep mails about camera. We talked about developing by ourselves in our room.

I'll write about precision and reliability of a light meter.

After such a long time, I found "That' it".

***2002/11/25

I'd never sit down on the chair all day today.

We use a Mail to exchange something(ex.papers) into our company.I think I told about it before, we only have to write down the name to send it.

Today, I got sweets by mail. And the information about fashionably cafe. I also got an orange with message in the afternoon.

"We can get oranges at a restaurant. I got some for you."

But I found the mail I sent last week didn't reach anywhere. Where did it go?

I got many so I can't send any. It's like ADSL.

***2002/11/25

more information about Ringo's new album is here

How do they treat the title of this album on TV and more. Is that okay?

***2002/11/25

I finished my job

Shiina-Ringo's new album, the 2nd song's title is "Doppelgenger".

Doppelgenger is the kind of existence of one's-self. It's being somewhere and we'll dead when we meet it.

I like that sound of word same as Hectprazum. I talk about it when I drink, but nobody can understand it.

I like her because she would make that on one of major record company.

And the album title is "Kalki-zarmen-kurinohana", 12th song's title is Porterguist. We must  buy it.

***2002/11/25

big waves

Bob Sup on a TV program this morning. He was big as usual.

He is always naked.

I guess that's his way of show, but it's winter now. He can not stay naked every day.

To sum up, he'll get undressed in a studio before the show.

"Bob, shall we start?"
"Gaaa--(getting undressed)"

That's cute.

***2002/11/25

I got a terrible job

We had a TV program about Mr. Komuro's wedding party.

I didn't have any impressions, but I got a lot of information from web today.

 receptionists were Mr. Utunomiya and Mr. Kine
 Yoshiki was in high spirits
 a greeting from Mr. Mori the former prime minister
 Mark dyed his hair black, but nobody noticed
 Mr. Kousetsu Minami sang "Imouto-yo"

That's interesting isn't that? I regret that I didn't watch so eagerly.

***2002/11/25

too many mails I got

I got a hair cut.

I handed the magazine to a beautician and asked to him "like this style please" and he said

"Well, do you know the beauty parlor by that corner? They can do your hair first and after that, we'll dye your hair"

It's true.

Only I thought there are a lot of beauty parlor around here, so it's hard to catch callers.

They may cooperate with each other. Probably they don't dye in that parlor.

***2002/11/25

a typhoon is coming. We can't surf.

We went diner and ate lamian last night.

When we ate it, two man came into the shop. They looks good friends.

We finished and went back home without any impressions.

Next morning, I met them again.

I found they wore the same clothes.

From that situation, I imagined bad things. Do I have that kind of feeling?

***2002/11/25

day off

A girl trio on the TV music program. Bad atmosphere in each other.

emcee: What kind of topics do you talk in a dressing room?
A: ...well, about our home

impossible

emcee: I bet you like snacks don't you?
A: B likes that.
B: Not so much.

Sing and hurry home.

***2002/11/22

I took a day off to go surfing until I collapse, but it's too cold and I came back about 2hours after. Good waves though.

***2002/11/20

I'm gonna go to bed early tonight

We had an emergency drill.

I was taking charge of communication. I stood by the road taking a transceiver, but I was dull with no job.

That's why I talked with the man who has the same job. We saw each other at the first time.

It's cold
Is that a pound we can see over there?
Do you think we can get BlackBus there?
Do you go fishing?
No

From the transceiver "an injury here. Ambulance please" they were talking about such serious situation. I was envy them just a little.

***2002/11/20

take a surf off

I can't find Natto in the super market I often go after five.

I always walk around in the shop to get Natto, but I get another things (beer,snack.etc) and go to a cashier.

 I've forgotten Natto.

I remember that and go another shop near my house. I know  the place they sell Natto.

I want to try to get Natto into this year.

***2002/11/20

something is wrong in my body

I took medicine I found around here, because of my running nose.

After I took, I found that medicine has strange name.

Esbenan-Ace AEC

made by Shiraishi Medicine

I had a class mate whose name was Miss Shiraishi. She was called Shira-gon. Is that her curse?

I didn't say that,

***2002/11/19

I'll re-make the Photo-Shop pages again. I think I'm satisfied with doing about photo.

I know it's worthless for people don't like it.

***2002/11/18

USB (Universal Studio Brazil)

I think government-managed Mujin-kun is good.

We may use it if it's annual interest is no more than 20%. A bad debt must be disappear.

And people who can't pay back will get together to make party. Poor man's party.

They must work until they'll finish to pay back. They may be transferred to abroad if they can't pay back.

I don't know why my idea is like one from Denpa-syounen(TV program).

***2002/11/18

When can I get a bonus?

A lot of foreigners from each countries in our company.

A Muslim observe a fast. They can't eat anything during a daytime.

How about stools or urine? I think it's more strict to stop them for training.

mara-done

between calmness and passion. between strict training and touture.

***2002/11/18

waves are getting good

I heard that women will get hair around their navel. It's a sort of instinct for protecting their babies.

I also heard that we'll be spoony if we live in a dusty place. It means "self-defense".

Lately, we can have a lot of kinds of foamy drinks.

 Capchino, Late, etc. Caffe au le I drank gat foam, too.

Thinking about the former theory, coffee's foam tells us not to put sugar in. It's also self-defense, isn't it?

I may always hurt it when I put sugar in it.

People will hurt someone without thinking, that's why discrimination or bullying happen. I know it's roundabout.

***2002/11/18

overslept

I went cycling in the company with colleague this afternoon.

our company has vast ground. Woods and lake there. People in Tokyo can say it's a dream world, I'm sure.

We ran through there talking about "The hidden place for a nap".

"No people in this building, we can take a nap"

"Hey, we can go through to the wood by bike. We can take it"

"Look that a lawn. We can do it."

Workers who are trying to have a dream at dream place. We gat a chocolate and went back.

***2002/11/18

When I don't write new diary

it means that I have a lot of job to do

***2002/11/15

Didn't go surfing

I'm not good at talking to foreigners on a phone.

I don't do that not so often, but sometimes I have to do in succession.

Just this minute, I talked to the foreigner in English, I said

"Could you pass the phone to someone speak Japanese?"

he said

"Oh-okay,okay"then just hanged up. 

I thought I should study English again.

***2002/11/14

I like faked-beer

I like faked-beer, I like, I liiiiiii----ke

well stress build up.

***2002/11/13

excuses (from the last one)

I was fished on when I try to drive away the other which broke into my territory
I asked my parents to extend our house because of my brother has grown up
I found that a bruise on my leg is the sign for my divorced brother's danger
the battery went flat when I baked some cookies

I know he'll not accept them, though I can make more.

***2002/11/13

plaster with praise. a lot of impressions for surprising about the years of 15

I got a phone call about an  urgent job just before lunch. He said he wanna use it this afternoon.

As a businessman, I did do that before lunch then try to make a phone call to him, but can't hang on, again and again.

I thought he went lunch, so I went lunch, too.

I ate curry and rice, just remember that. 

about 3 afternoon, I went a toilet to empty my bowels and remember him, shit...

I made a phone call with hurried, someone replied "He's on a business trip this afternoon"

I'm just thinking some excuses.